I have almost completed the first draft of my
autobiography. It was a good experience to write it
and it truly was a healing process. The biggest thing was the decision of
how much to write and how detailed to be.
Here is a excerpt of my nursing days at
Munroe Wing at RGH
“LSD
was made available to the staff for experiments. A few of the staff took part in the experiments that were held. I booked a session on one of me days off. A small dose was
given under the supervision of a staff researcher. It was quite an
experience. Before the session I was to write down a question that I
wanted an answer to. While the LSD was working on me, I saw the
details of the room and the picture that hung on the wall. It was as
if the subjects in the picture came alive and danced before my eyes.
As the researcher sat in his chair, the chair squeaked with his
movements. The sound gave me a paranoid feeling as I thought he was
laughing at me. The session lasted for a few hours. When I was 'out'
of the acute effects of the drug, the researcher took me out for a
meal. He told me it was essential for me to eat as it would lessen
the after effects of the LSD. He ordered me a steak dinner and when
it arrived I took a look at the meat and saw every molecule moving on
the plate that looked like worms. It was very hard to eat it. I was
not sure if the researcher learned anything from that experiment
session, but I sure did. I learned that when you ask a question, the
answer is already there. I also learned that this drug in not one I
would take again.”
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